I've been drawing a lot, though. Fleshing out characters and worldbuilding and stuff. My problem is I have all these ideas but never manage to get them on paper. Mostly. I do have this notebook that's full of character descriptions, background info, worldbuilding, and plot points, but it's so disjointed only I can make sense of it. I need to get a script done and start drawing it. But I'm afraid that my first attempt will look horrible, so I tell myself I need a "practice story" for well, practice. BUT THEN I get so bogged down with trying to flesh out that story that before I know it, it's another story that I don't want looking like a first attempt, either. Essentially, my "practice story" becomes a real one. One I want to look good too... It's a vicious cycle.

Sooo. What about a short story, you ask? Well, my short stories always manage to become too long... The short story isn't a format I'm really comfortable with... And there's another problem, in case you haven't noticed, my writing style is pretty incoherent....I either become bored or I'm distracted by other things. OR other stories. Uuuggh. >_<

You know, this rant really has no point. I just need to vent a little. I have a lot to say but never say it. How is it that I'm able to rant out loud, but when it comes to putting it down in writing, I don't feel capable of expressing my frustrations without the aid of throwing small pieces of furniture across the room. Gah. What an awkward sentence. Waaay to mutilate the English language.

I'm not good at putting things into words. Aaannd that's probably why I never write in this thing.